Irene: I think, your missing key might be something which you haven’t done in your whole life. There is some parts of you missing, like you have said.
Me: Oohh.. emm.. em… (immediately I know she read my previous post and tried hard to listen to her suggestion).
Irene: Maybe you should try to be nastier? Be a nasty girl once in awhile because in my opinion, you are too…. ‘zen’. It’s boring….
Me: Zen? Oohh… Zen.. There is Zen here (and I am thinking of Zen Cafe opened by Secret Recipe)
Irene: Haha… (not too sure if she got what I mean. Lol..)
Maybe she is right, my personality is kinda boring. Less dramatic characteristic. Obedient (sometimes). Soft spoken (maybe). Very rational (this is good right?). Less playful (am I?). And etc. etc. etc.. I guess I can see myself via the way I blog – like real lack of drama here because I am not using words like wtf, dammit, fuck, piss off, go to hell and %^$&*#?. Frankly……….. Am I that boring? wtf. Should I use more wtf-s? wtf. Put in more nasty attitude? wtf. Care less about people? wtf. Use more harsh words in my blog? wtf. Piss others off? wtf. One of the reason why she suggested this because, this is an element which I have yet to try and should at least add a bit of this personality into mine. Also, she told me that maybe this is the thing in which I am missing and it might be the ‘key’ to unlock my mystery. wtf. She is so fucking brilliant for suggesting this suggestion. Am I not right if I didn’t try at least once for the damn recommendation? wtf. Now I clearly know why she gave me this present during in my 22nd birthday. I know why. Be nasty, yes? Super duper wtf.
So, am I nasty or what?
P/s: Now, where is the key? o_O
