ksiqno: November 2009

Sexual Disorders Map

Studying Abnormal Psychology in this semester is one of the most pleasurable subjects I would say. Pleasurable as in I get to explore, discover and understand many types of disorders which I have never encountered before like dissociative disorders, somatoform disorders, schizophrenia disorders, anxiety disorders, sexual disorders and etc. Well, I have heard and read about those disorders in my first year when I took the Introduction of Psychology class. Just, it wasn’t as deep as this time.

One of the good things studying Abnormal Psychology is that I can start to understand people around me better by observing their behaviors and analyzing their cognitive thinking. It includes people whom the public normally view them as ‘weirdo’ or ‘strange people’. For example, cases like when a person tells you that he can hear invisible voices and see figures where the normal eyes can’t see; change mood dramatically from being happy to sad without proper reason; shout hysterically at strangers; scare of being in the lift and love stealing women bras and underwear.

If you have ever come across with these people, don’t straight away jump into conclusion that it is something to do with superstitious reasons – like spirit, ghost, demon and etc. It might have something to do with the dysfunctional sides of the brains – mostly it’s related to biological and psychological reasons. That is why the researchers are still doing their job.

Anyway, let us put this topic aside about the dysfunctional part. I am not a soon-to-be a psychiatric you see. Except if I want to be a clinical psychology (in another few years or decades, maybe?). This time, I wanna share with you my Sexual Disorders Map, a map which is called mind map. Lol..

Weeks before this, when my Abnormal Psychology test was around the corner, I did a quick mind map to memories every disorders which have been taught in the class. Well, Eric did ask me on why I wasted my time writing and drawing mind map? For your and his information, I am a kind of person who can’t memorize words. I need a story and drawing to help me in understanding, thus allowing me to memorize. So, creating mind map which is invented by Tony Buzan has boosted up my memory capacity, instead of writing dull traditional notes.

General information

Sexual Disorders includes:

Transvestic Fetishism

Fetishism

Exhibitionism

Voyuerism

Pedophilia

Sexual masochism

Frotteurism

Sexual sadism

The day when I was about to enter the exam hall (a last minute scanning activity), I brought along my mind map and Dayang, one of my coursemate saw my map and started laughing on those sketches which I made. She seemed to impress with my so call ‘masterpiece’ for this sexual disorder notes. Others who heard our dialogues came near us and started showing disbelief expression.

Soon, I started to wonder.. “Is the map so funny?”

I personally think that it is not that 18XL nor 18SL right?

Anyway, it really helps me in answering those questions which related to sexual disorders. Hey, I am an expert in this chapter! Emm.. I mean theoretically.

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Single To Double Eyelid?

Still remember my previous post on ‘The Unspoken Dark Secret’? There is a small part in which I promised to share my silly story about the pink eye clips invented by the Japanese. I wonder how many of you have come across with this kind of clip?

It was about a year ago when I came across with these clips during in the month of December in a shop name S+J. They sell lot of cute stuff like Coca-cola classic clock, soft toy, voodoo doll photo frame and etc. But never had I thought of they will sell double eye lids stickers and this so called ‘special effect clips’. They will turn boring single eye lids into seductive double eye lids. Well, this is what I thought in the very first place.

I did try to put them on my eyes, hoping to make the type of eyes I want. It is not that I am not appreciating my eyes. No no no. I am grateful as I am allowed to witness the beauty of the world, not living in total darkness. It is just that……. double eye lids make someone look fresher and more attractive. If you don’t believe me, try to look in the magazine and count the number of double eye lids female models or observe the artist in the television show. Aren’t they just… too many? How about the single lids? Emmm… no idea.

If it is not because of my parents and relatives who kept on complaining about the size of my eyes, small, unattractive when I was a kids, I would not feel incomplete till now. So, watch your words when you are talking to kids. You have no idea how much it affects their growing process. I remembered my mum told me that she is not my biological mum. She picked me up from a nearby garbage and keep me as her child. Thus, I don’t look like her nor my dad who have bigger eyes. Old trick.. =_=

I thought using these clips and sticker will make my dream come true. Sadly, it is not that easy. In fact, it turned my eyes look older. I had more wrinkles although they did look bigger. Those unnatural triple eye lids had stopped me from trying, again.

I guess I don’t know how to use these little helpers and I have stopped using them ever since the first attempt. Maybe I still like my single eye lids as they are still naturally fabulous. All I have to do is to learn the correct way to sharpen my small eyes using cosmetic products (pencil, eye shadow, mascara and etc).

By the way, my eyes are unique right?

Say yes.

~~Or else, you will affect my adulthood…~~ =P

P/s: Thanks to my vision impairment (blind) friends who have taught me the real beauty of the eyes. I will remember this, I promise.

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A beautiful Eid

Asalaamu Aleikum Everyone, and a Eid Mubarak -(woow its already eid again) Alhamdulilah, and im really looking forward to it, though its going to be my first eid without my mum and thats really weird,anyways i dont see many people who are bothered about eid, or celebrating it. It seems they find eid quiete a waste of time and would rather do normal everyday things, however if you told those same people to stop celebrating Bi'dah, Haraam/discouraged events i.e. "Birthdays" They would ignore you/call you an extremist or something.. why? why does everyone like doing everything that they are not alowed to do and dont like doing everything thats encouraged? Maybe Eid doesnt excite you as much as it did when you was 5 years old and all it took to make your day was some sweets.. BUT there IS a reason we celebrate eid a reason thats worth celebrating much more then whatever else people celebrate

1)we celebrate Eid ul Adha to commemorate the beautiful sacrifice our Prophets Ibrahim (AS) and Ismaeel (AS),were willing to do, in order to please Allah (SWT)

2) We celebrate eid to mark the end of the beautiful Hajj Pilgrimage all muslims (who can afford it) are required to take part in and is one of our 5 pillars of Faith

3) We celebrate Eid to mark the month of Ramadan where we abstain from all evil and try to please our Lord most high

4) We celebrate EID in order to remember the BEAUTY and PEACE of our relgion ISLAM , and to feel grattitude for all we are blessed with. (SEE SURAH YUNUS and other surahs in the quran where Allah encourages muslims to celebrate eid with joy and happiness)

so DO celebrate eid , attend the mosque visit family members, pay for qurbanis make the children happy, treat yourself, give charity , realise and attest to the beauty of Islam, the Glory of Allah, The power of Faith and the strength of Iman

as a teenager who grew up in the west its hard enough to compare eid with the glitz of christmas (lights funfairs sales etc always on the tv) to Eid where it is not mentioned anywhere , without your family not bothering to celebrate.

show your children, lil broz/sisters cousins etc that we do celebrate we do have fun and it IS a special day-dont make them feel like they are missing out.

My Eid plans so far include

getting new clothes-(before eid) i got a beautiful Abayah but i want a dress or something too

and i got some jewelry and a bag for eid.

i really want those new swarowski crystal abayah stuff omg :o they are soo lovely

on the first day im going to go shopping and cinema and stuff (want to watch new moon or something i know ill be a week late oh well), ill end up going with my sister and cousins and stuff and then at night go to a resturaunt with the fam

on the 2nd day ill go out with my friends

third day (i dont have school)-ill eat junk food and watch dvds and work on getting fat :P

All my really important exams are over (until after christmas) so im going to relax for a while now

-im currently reading The pact by jodi picoult but finding it hard to get into slightly

-i can no longer wait for chapter 23 of desperate in dubai

-where is the jacaranda secret yaa ange?

I wish you all the most beautiful of Eids, and may Allah strengthen the Imaan of all you beautiful muslimahz

naz

The Popeyes Day. Oops, I Mean Ours Day

I am so wanting to call this our the ‘Popeyes Day’ as I realize I have deeply fallen in love with the Popeyes’s smash potato, coleslaw and crispy fried chicken since my first visit. Oh dear.. I am salivating in the middle of the night! Scary!

Of course it was nothing if compare to my dearest coursemates as they are yummier, crispier and tastier. Lol. What happen to me?! It sounds like I have eaten my coursemates before this. Oops! I am Jennifer (Megan Fox latest movie). Muahaha… XD

I am still wondering, why do I posed myself with the Popeyes tomato sauce? Must be K.Yen’s idea. Lol.. =P

Yesterday, my coursemates and I had finally ended our 5th War (final paper) and had spent a fantastic day together in one of the big malls (Midvalley if you are interested to know). We were like as free as a bird, flying and chirping happily around. If you are asking for another metaphor, I would say like “a prisoner who has been granted for 1 month break after years of being jailed”. Assignments, projects and tests had chained us for months and now we have gained the key for freedom finally!

Yiiiiiiiiiipppppppppppppppeeeee!!!

Well, it wasn’t that bad seriously. I mean my 5th semester in Counseling course wasn’t that bad. It is just that I had been spending serious moments for my studies and hardly had fun time in between of those craziest and busiest periods in the semester. I am a dedicated student, ok? Lol.. trust me.. *wink*

So, 18th November 2009 was one of our important days (or just me?). We chatted, laughed, joked, ate, sang, danced, teased, watched, shopped and cried like crazy. I felt like I was a mad lady, laughing and joking none stop in the fast food restaurant, The Popeyes. Sorry my dear friends. I was seriously out of control that moment. My ‘inner child’ was encouraging me to do so.. *wink wink* :)

In the end of the day, we had watched the 2012 movie together and guess what? Most of us were so touched with the story. I cried almost each plot. If it was not because of the eyeliner and mascaras on my eyes, I would definitely sobbed with K.Yen since the more, the marrier? =P

The 2012 movie has taught me a lot about people, life and death. It has shown me how human can be either noble or selfish when it comes to survival; how life becomes short when death is approaching; the power of nature. It has also reminded me that love, relationship and humanity are important in human’s life. No matter how much fame, money and status you have achieved in current life, everything will gone once you die. Not to mention when the end of the day arrives.

I believe this new insight which I have gained from the movie has encouraged me to be more daring and consistent in increasing the volume of my voices in this blog as I want to be heard – especially by my family, friends and people who cared about me. I want them (you) to feel my love for you.

So my dear coursemates, thanks for being such a good mates through out these few years and I am glad to have you guys in my life. Those ups and downs moments will not been forgotten. Hope to see you girls soon! Safe journey back to your hometown and please, plan another date for movie and The Popeyes again. Lol.. XD

Gosh. I am hungry now.. Come back and feed me.. T.T

P/s: To my other coursemates who have missed this fun moment, don’t worry. We will go out together in next semester. A better and organized plan should be made earlier before the War 6. Promise.. :)

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