Truth Behind The Silence

Browsing on my previous posts at the front page of my blog, I realized how little had I written in this week. It makes me feel like my blog is so quiet. In fact, I was quiet in these few days. Why? Well, I seriously didn't feel good at all and because of this awareness, I have slowed down and let my body rest as much as it can.
Yes. I nearly fainted at the spot which I was standing while grabbing a rented red Yokohama bike on both my palms. Little did I know my legs could no longer support my
weight when my eyes were covered by the growing number of twinkle stars and my ears failed to catch any sound.Notes: I have lost weight due to my losing-wisdom-tooth syndrome. =_=

Me: White shirt on red bike

I thought I had already hit on the ground before Eric saved me from the embarrassment. He took me to a nearby staircase to take a rest. You have no idea how scared and worried I was at that moment. I was under a state of subconscious, not aware of my surrounding. It was terrifying. Worse, I felt my respiratory system failed to function as I kept gasping for air.It took my spirit about 20-30 minutes (if I am not mistaken) to return to my body. If it wasn't because of the help I received from Eric's friends (Kok Wei, Jason and Xiang) who bought me a tin of 100 plus, I might not recover that fast. I definitely need glucose at that moment due to my low blood pressure.Thank you my dear new friends. Real thanks for the help.Thanks Eric, Mayiko, Ah Sa and Ken too who stayed with me all the while, not leaving me alone. I dare not imagine spending my first collapsing moment in the middle of the jungle. Wuooooooohhh.....Oh ya, not to forget to thank Xiang who had tried his best, pushing me from my back in order to avoid me from falling. Or else, I might be rolling down the hill like snow ball. OMG! Thanks. Real thanks. I didn't know he was there till Eric told me the whole incident once I had recovered.*blush*Paisheh la....I believe I was too weak and couldn't afford extreme exercise like cycling at the hilly park. I managed to discovered a few reasons:Reasons:

1. Not enough of sleep for more than 2 weeks
2. Eat less ever since I lost my wisdom tooth
3. Genetically low blood pressure
4. Not enough exercise
5. Hot weather
6. Period

Among all the 6 reasons, I found the 4th one a bit ridiculous. Ridiculous in the sense that I am really lacking of exercises ever since I entered university. I can't believe it. Darn!I used to be a marathoner runner, swimmer, yogis, volleyball player, badminton player and cyclist but that was years ago. Also, another bad new is I have stopped doing yoga. I have never imagined a strong body I used to have will slowly deteriorate and become as weak as I am right now.Ah man!I am getting lazy.I could hear my own biological alarm and I know I should do something to improve my health. Without good health, no man can do anything although he has high spirit and strong motivation to success. That 'blackout' has really taught me a huge lesson and I shouldn't neglect my health anymore.My big plan:

1. Run at the park at least twice a week
2. Back to my yoga class
3. Sleep early (before 12am)
4. Take healthy food
5. Take Chinese herbal drink - dates.
6. Coming soon.

So far, I have fulfilled my 3rd, 4th and 5th plans and am trying to do others as well. To my dear friends who have started worrying about me, well, thanks. Real thanks. I can sense it. But you don't have to because this is a good message, alarming me not to take health for granted (which I used to). This is a good wake up call for me as it reminds me to look after my health starting by today and coming days.Or else, you know the consequences.Credit to: Mayiko for her photos. I was too weak to hole the camera during at the park. Thanks girl! *hugs*

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Modern and hot hairstyles for teenagers in summer 2009

Modern Hairstyle Trends presents Modern and hot hairstyles for teenagers in summer 2009Teenagers are known to try anything from the sophisticated to the elegant look as far as hairstyles for teenagers are concerned. Take a look at some interesting, cool, wild and wacky hairstyles for teenagers.

Jennifer Anniston from the popular television series ‘Friends’ maintained long layered hairstyle proved quite popular among teenage girls. This layered hairstyle looks good on people having a long facial structure. Apart from adding volume to the hair, the layered hairstyle also tends to accentuate the fine bone-structure of the face.

Modern and hot hairstyles for teenagers in summer 2009

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NOOO I DID NOT ABANDON THIS BLOG....

.... I just didn't blog here :Plol.... :-)But hey, I do keep track of Naz's posts and the sisters' overwhelming comments masha'Allah.I just thought that she's well... a much much more interesting person so i'd just let her blog :-PI DO MISS YOU SISTERS THOUGH :)Will blog soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon! XDLove,A'qilah

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Trendy smooth short hairstyle 2009

Modern Hairstyle Trends presents Trendy smooth short hairstyle 2009A cool model of short hair are smooth lines give a mirrored image of wearing a beret off to one side of the face that maximizes this short hairstyle with strong multiple hair colors of reds and gold.Firm lines are clipped in the back that edge around the face into the slanty cut we see. The other side of this short hairstyle has a delightful curl emphasizing the models high cheek bones.

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Twin thing +homesickness and great shopping and what boredom does to people

Salaamz everyone yet againhow are you all? inshallah your good

im soo proud of myself regularly updating OUR blog which aqilah never shows up in *HINT HINT* :P

anyways yah what have i been up2

the last couple of days i didnt do THAT much (nealry gt pneumonia from a waterfight):P

and babysitted stupid kids

anyways i went out today and bought some niice stuff the shopping here is great i swear tí bought a dress a bag some shoes and a jewelry set so that was very nice

however im sooooo extremly twin sick

i swear and for some unknown reason i keep seeing loads of twins

(3 sets so far) lol so i miss my twin and for some reason the phone to africa is soo retarded

the connection just goes and due to extreme boredom

i took

highly strange pictures of me making weird faces and sent them to my friends

haha

yeah to be honest i dont really have much to say just trying to do a lot of things before we go back home im meeting up with my cousin who i havent seen in 5 years tommorow so im looking forward to that

wallah so weird how time flies

and im really looking forward to eid (and its not even ramadan yet):)

anyways hope ur all having a great time

tc

xx

naz

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My Biological State

Lately, I can feel that my body is showing me some symptoms of over exhaustion. Dizziness, headache, difficulty in breathing and heart pain are like my close friends, never failed to leave me ever since now and then.At some points, I feel worried - worry that I might have encounter something unpleasant. I have no idea on how my biological body is performing now. No idea at all. Sigh...Well eggie, stop your imagination and you shall sleep now. You're only too tire and all you have to do know is to take a long nap. Tomorrow will be another brand new day.Ok. Fine. That will do. Good night my friends..P/s: Sorry if I have kept you waiting for my updates. I don't feel comfortable enough to write something when my body and mind don't allow me to do so. I loss my concentration which is really upsetting. Anyway, you will see new post whenever I am ready.... *hugs*Good day everyone.:)

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Modern Hairstyles Pictures 2009 2010

Modern Hairstyle Trends presents Modern Hairstyles Pictures 2009 2010The newest alternative modern hairstyles are the most edgy looks ever. The hair length isn't restricted anymore, the modern hairstyles can be styled in long, medium or short hair as well, just as straight, wavy or curly. The colors have a more important role from now on, while the shape is better as more geometric and well defined it is. Here are four of the most trendy modern hairstyles and haircuts of the moment.Groovy HairstylesGroovy hairstyles are one of the most colorful ones. It is full of bright colors, with a retro touch, but a modern style. It is the most popular hairstyle between teenagers, because of the eye popping effects that can be created. The styling possibilities are endless, mixing the chic with the edgy, the retro with the modern. These colorful hairstylesare the simplest way to stand out of the crowd, to be th eye catching face of any party. Hair accessories are also a must have for this style, bright colored if possible worn in the most unusual way.Futuristic HairstylesFuturistic hairstyles have been the main fashionitem of any movie based on the future trends and imagination. This hairstyle became a reality and it's quite accessible, with the extra straight bangs in extreme shapes. This hairstyle is based on geometric haircuts, giving the look of a fairytale princess or a strong warrior of the future universe. The colors can be extreme just as well, starting from the icy white hair and till the fire red one, the main idea would be to have the next generation look, with the most alternative hairstyle possible. They need high maintenance, because of the perfectly styled fantasy world hairstyle.Glam Rock HairstylesThe glam rock hairstyles are very similar to the futuristic ones, but they are featuring a more friendly, retro look. The hair colros are strong, bright colored and with high definition to get the eye catching look. The haircuts are asymmetrical, and mostly versatile. The glam rock hairstyles can be shaped and reshaped in different looks, by changing the flat iron to the curly one, or simply combining the two of them. It is a spectacular hairstyle that makes a look that inspires fun and glamor.Gothic HairstylesThe gothic hairstyles usually go in darker shades, in a complex haircut that emphasizes the gothic style. The dark color may be combine with colorful hair strands. Long, medium or short, the hairstyles may be shaped in different ways, but the main idea would be to stay on the “darker side” of the hairstyle. Providing a vampire look and an extreme personality change, the gothic hairstyle is very popular between the modern hairstyles because of its edgy cuts. It creates a versatile style in a haircut that always makes a statement.Article Source: http://www.articlesbase.com/women's-issues-articles/modern-hairstyles-1033212.html

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Ramadan Is Near!! <3رمضان‎

Asaalamu Aleikum everybody

this post is about the lovely time of the year called RAMADAN and this is a special time of year

obviously¨because its first of all the time of year when the quraan and all other holy books were revealed to´the prophets of Allah aswell as been a time where we all get the chance to redeem ourselves and do good in this month filled with great blessings anyways inshallah there will be many oppurtunities to do good this ramadan

and we shall all try to embrace them

and its such a great way to stop old bad habits ie smoking

and a chance to be fasting all day and praying all night (taraweeh+tahajud) and if youve never been to those prayers go and try them

eat suhoor for extra ajr

and to all the mums and women and whoever cooks in everybody,s household

its great to eat lovely food

but dont spend your whole day cooking up a feast

read quraan go to a halaqah listen to an islamic talk via the internet or the tv

and dont cook/eat more then neccesary

i hope you all have a great ramadan though us innocent people in the west will be fasting for soooo many hours lol

salaamz

naaz :)

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Cook/eat your way to Happiness

salaaamz

hoow are you all?

i hope you have all been great

i havent been up to that much for the last 2 days except from eating we got invited to a barbeque party today so ive been eating and talking all day but admitedly i had more fun today then yesterday i thought i was going to die of boredom yesterday (got invited to a house where everyone fell asleep) and that was quiet boring but today was more fun visited people ate lovely food and talked alot

it seems like my familly here are quiete keen on food and cooking

and someone is always cooking something or ordering something

and any idea of fun involves food

lol its fun but im extremly worried for my weight

i do NOT want to be labelled the "fat twin" when people try and tell us apart

lol

but damn is the food delicious and everyone will get offended if you dont "try" their food

"try" means eat an entire plate minimum and they keep saying "its alright your on holiday"

anyways im going to go out now

i havent gone out properly in two days and i might go to a theme park next week with my brother my cuzin and his friend

though i dont think my brother wants me to come

too bad his friend invited me

and is paying for me ;p

lool

salaamz every1

naz

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Modern Haircuts Summer 2009

Modern Hairstyle Trends presents Modern Haircuts Summer 2009Modern haircuts are the most requested haircuts at the hair saloons all over the world.

Modern Haircuts Summer 2009

Modern Haircuts Summer 2009

For short or long hairstyles, there are bound to be cuts to suit your personality, face shape and preferences. As mentioned earlier, hairstyles and fashion from the past have known to have been revived and added a touch of modernity to it. Whether it is the usage of hair accessories such as hair sticks, hair jewelry or tons of hairspray/hairstyling mousse or coloring/highlighting, the haircuts are never dull.

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I Am Not Megan Fox, Mind You

Woke up in the morning with fresh mind and happy feeling, I enjoyed every moment of my no-class-Friday with my favorite breakfast and music. Everything was perfect till I signed into my Facebook account and a message popped up within minute at the bottom of my Facebook page. It was that guy again who I don't feel comfortable with. I still remember, each conversation with him will ended up in decreasing my self confident because he is so much concern with my physical look. Well, I didn't mind to give him another chance to chat with me, in the hope that my perception on him will slightly change. Who know I might be wrong and what he had said before is sincerely for my own good? I believe in everyone deserve a second chance, or more. So, the conversation is exactly like this, (copy and paste) just I have changed his name.

Stranger : Hi. How is things? Me : Morning. ya.. things good. How bout u? Stranger : I m ok. have u ever thinking of changing ur hairstyle? Me : Ya. thought of that. till the day I have enough with long hair. y? Stranger : Didnt mean u should cut ur hair ...but i different looks. should be refreshing. go for it...i support u. Me : haha.. yup. i did go to my hair stylist and she doesn't allow me to shorten my hair. she said keep it for another a month or so, then only cut. i will change when my mood is there.. :) Stranger : U should try a new looks. tat lift u up to another level Me : Thanks. I wonder... what is the another level u mean? Stranger : hiaw si. keep adding guy Me : o_O. lol... i am not interested in that.. Stranger : Facebook is ur waiting list ka? haha Me : Waiting list? Stranger : the quit for u to choose from Me : lol.. haha... well they are plenty but then I don't hope to use physical look to attract ppl Stranger : er...trust me...u r not. haha Me : haha.. i guess i know what u mean. not attractive enough when come to physical look right? don worry. i can still survive.. :) Stranger : dont be sad la. u not tat bad Me : haha. don't worry. i am not sad.. :) Stranger : just u r not the Magen Fox type...u know *he even spelled her name wrongly* Me : i can't be because it is not me. but others can.. trust me

Right after I typed that last sentence, I closed the conversation box and decided not to reply. I seriously got annoyed with such person who keep on complaining and advising me to improve my physical look ever since the first day he chatted with me. You see, if he knows me personally in real life and is a very close friend of mine, I don't mind accepting critics and suggestion. However, this guy who is a complete stranger to me has to rely on photos I uploaded in Facebook or my blog to give his professional critics. Do you think I should accept whatever he had said to me? No and never. Criticizing on someone's physical look is something I hate the most as they don't even know how to define and respect uniqueness. If every female has to be like Jessica Alba or Megan Fox (like he said), why doesn't God just create human to use asexual reproduction like binary fusion, budding and etc rather than the complicated sexual reproduction? Then you can have Megan Fox at every corner of the globe like this:

Using asexual reproduction... Well, He doesn't because he wants to create everyone with own uniqueness in every aspect starting from mentally, physically and spiritually. If you want to just focus on the physical look, ok then. Answer me, why do we have different DNA and fingers print? I have enough toleration with such people and I will not give a damn on what they had or will say on me. I guess, I should make my words strong and bold to send the message to those who are concerning on my or others physical appearance.

"I respect myself for being who I am and I am grateful to both of my parents for bringing me into this world with the permission of God. I may not have an out-standing look which will kill anyone by just one glance. However, I will not complain. In fact, I accept myself and am concern with what I can contribute to the world rather than hiding at a corner, regretting for not being born like Megan Fox".

 

 

By the way, I am not planning to be a super model or celebrity. So, please.. stop complaining on how I look. If you don't feel comfortable with it, don't visit my blog. Enough said. I guess, sometimes I am too nice to people which in the end allow them to take advantages of me. If you know me personally, you will know that I am an open-minded person and I can accept whatever joke or critic. However, there is a limit and I will stand up and combat to disrespect statement when I can feel the stretches at heart and fire in mind. My favorite quota of the day:

"What happen when someone said you are not Megan Fox type and thus you're not attractive? Shrugged, smiled and said, 'I am not her but me'".

This is me.

P/s: Thanks June for correcting me about the right spelling for Megan fox. I followed exactly what he wrote. And sorry to Megan Fox's fans.

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So Beautiful

Salaaaaaaaamz everyodyi cannot beleive im saying this im in love with this place i like it soo muchconsidering i didnt even want to come here to begin withwe went and had lunch in a huuge shopping mall with an unpronounanable french name and later we visited the eiffel tower and and went for a walk around the river and took pictures on my cousins camera and then later we went to a concert where a somali singer as performing and it was soo much funthe city is soo totally beautifultheres a lot of great stuff here and im enjoying seeing the family i dunno why but this yeareveryone came to paris all my cousins and stuff and its fun having everyone aroundbut damn im gng to get fat everyone is always ordering either take away or going to a cafe or having lunch out or doing somethingim going to go swimming tomorrow and we are having a barbeque party (what did i say about the food) and i wanna go cinema there seems to be alot of great movies outi think its nice that we are only staying for a couple of weeks because we seem to get more done when we stay for long we end up generally being boredand i saw my cousin who i havent seen in 4years and we are catching up on 4 years worth of gossip :pwe plan to finish off when she comes to england with usyet im already slightly home sick(i must be the worlds biggest london fan)i recomend paris to all of you readersthe should pay me for such great advertisementits great though :)salaamznaz

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Newss <3

heeeeeeeysalaaamzeveryone look i got news for you my cousins friend made a blog and like my cousin made a blog toowith this username its somalianarabpriness be nie and and weloming and follow her tooand read her stupid posts :Pi joke i joke shes greatalright i havent done much yet today im going with my cuzin (above mentioned) to see a movie and go shoppingand i really need a camera and my bro wont give me his :(ok ill update when i have something to saysalaamznaz

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Straight Sedu Hairstyles For Soft Hair Texture

Modern Hairstyle Trends presents Straight Sedu Hairstyles For Soft Hair TextureSedu Hiarstyle is good achoice and is becoming more and more popular every day. That's why many people look for Sedu hair styles every day on the Internet.Many famous celebrities like Jennifer Aniston and Jennifer Lopez are using this tool right now to get the perfect hair that you see they have. It's not their natural hair of course.

Straight Sedu Hairstyles For Soft Hair Texture

Straight Sedu Hairstyles For Soft Hair Texture

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Keeping The Balance

I am a bit slow in updating my blog lately. Sorry if this has made you feeling uneasy. I know how it feels without fresh curry egg for your daily meal.I understand that. Trust me.*giggles*Lately, I am busy organizing and adapting myself with new timetable for this semester. Things seemed to be a bit rocky before I get the final approval from the office. There are a few changes I need to adapt especially with the campus new rules and long study hour. Guess what? The longest day I have to spend in the campus is from 8a.m-7.30pm. It is like 12 hours!I believe by this week, things will be better and I can be rest assure with my plan. Will try update my blog whenever I am ready.Thanks for being here whenever you can. I really appreciate it.*hugs*

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I LOVE it soo far

salaamz everyone

wassup dudez im in..........PARIZ (well thts hw naz spells it)

and ok

the travel was from HELL we left our house at 2:00am in the morning and got the airport at 3:00 and were torutred at the airport until 5 and the plane left at 6:15 when we spent two hours in the plane been bored to death and i nearly went deaf when the plane was gng down as i my ears hurt alot

then it took us AGES to travel to the house my aunts familly live here

and theen as soon as we got in my bro and my lil cuzin said we r gng out come with us so i did

i went to visit my uncle and they had family over who were from america and doing like a european family tour

(they said europe is better then america so HA americans :p)

bt they were leaving the same day as we arrived but they were going in the night

so we hang out took pictures and went out like the whole day shopping (with my cuzin) and parks and admiring the random scenery

and i found BEAUTIFULLL cheap islamic dresses and perfumes and shoes and bags ohmygod i cudve just died :P and then like later tht evening i tried some french food and ice cream ( i nvr try french nd chinese food)

and then i went home to the family i was staying with and we watched erm guess what

MYRNA WA KHALIL on arabic satelite (im tht adicted) and the people love the show so we had a nice time watching it and some english tv programmes and stayed up all night

(tht meant i didnt sleep for 48 hours+)

and today my bro and my cuzins went to an all u can eat resturaunt which is like jus opening today but like i said im definetly not going to a french all u can eat resturaunt lol

my bro took de damn camera yesterday but if i get it ill take pics

im gng central today and meeting up with my cuzin whos gng back to england with us after these 2 weeks

i reali love the shopping here

oh ok my aunt just invited me somwhere

so salaamz guys

tc

naz

:)

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Attempt To Find 'O' Primary School Friends

It was really funny that lately, I have the urge to get in touch with my primary school friends who I thought I will never able to get in touch with ever since I left the school - my old, old school.Well, it wasn't my fault for not keeping in touch with them because I was too small to understand how important to have a good, systematic phone and address book to keep all my important contacts. Besides, there is no any advance electronic devices back in 90's in which there is no mobile phone with GPRS or internet services nor computer with high speed internet connection.Communication is so hard that you have to choose either to make an expensive call via the phone or write letter which will only reach in at least 1 week time. I preferred writing letter to my besties when I moved to Penang at the age of 11. The experience of writing letters were great as the motivation in replying each other was so high which I thought none of us will give up and stopped. However, as we grew up and learned to accept more responsibilities with school work and house work, each of us started to reduce the frequency in writing. From 2 weeks a letter, slowly turned into one year a letter. How sad...Slowly, the bonds between my old friends and I are weaken and unconsciously, the connection seemed to be broken ever since then. I didn't realize this till lately, when I met my old best friend, Irene who was out of the sudden agreed to stay a day at my house. It has been nearly 2 years I never met her. Well, she is the only one (my primary school friend) who I always get in touch with.Old memories seemed to rush back and refill my brain. Some missing puzzles which I thought they have lost forever came back and fit in those missing hole. I started to remember some of my ex-classmates, starting from the mischievous one, the funny one, the smart one and the quiet one. Even some of the mean teachers who had pulled my ears and stomach were being recalled.It was great to have a mini gathering with Irene and Calvin last Friday where each of us grabbed the opportunity to update each others news. We tried to fill in whatever we have missed and tried to build back the connection. Well, I wasn't sure how far it has been, but I know it is a good start.Playing with the mirror when I was in my old working place with Irene - Fashion Avenue 2210. It has changed from a big local designer boutique turned into a small one.After the mini gathering, Irene and I had tried to explore and add some of our primary school friends in Facebook. It was a fruitful moment because I had managed to find about 8-10 friends. The only thing I can do now is to wait for their approval and introduce myself whenever there is a chance. I hope they can still remember me.Well, if they still can't recognize me, then I should go back to my hometown and dig out all my primary school photos, scan and show them. Lol.. What a good idea. By the way, I guess I didn't chance much?

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New House :)

salaamz

my mum had a baby recently and she was talking about buying a new house for a while

but my mum talks about loads of things so anyways i didnt think she was and then on friday she did we are going to move in after we come back from france but the house is amazing i mean when we moved into this house i loved it and then now i love the other one (coz i get a bigger room)

anyway this house is slightly bigger then the one we currently live in

it has 3 floors to it and 6 bedrooms 2 bathrooms a huuge kitchen 2 living roms and a dining room and 2 garden areas and the master bedroom is soo big

and an indoor garden area thing (now we can have an indoor pool)

we had an outdoor one

god u cant imagine what stupid disgusting things get into outdoor pools

its about £400,000 though the one we currently live in is cheaper

houses here are so damn expensive and so damn small and people like have 2 convert two houses into one so i think that house is a pretty good bargain

salaamz

naz

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New Brunette Hair Color For Trendy Look 2009

Modern Hairstyle Trends presents New Brunette Hair Color For Trendy Look 2009Brunette hair has endless possibilities in terms of hair cut and styling . You will never know until you go ahead and try it yourself!For those of you who are unfamiliar with the terms, Redheads are said to be sassy while Blondes are said to have more fun. So what and where does that leave brunettes with? Brunettes are said to be the most seductive hair color due to its sheer versatility with endless possibilities. Let's take a closer peek.Brunette, the Most Seductive Hair Color!

New Brunette Hair Color For Trendy Look 2009

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